“Media, music videos, instagram comments, you name it. Only certain types of people get all these admirers for their looks. I have some physical features that I get complimented for, but not as much as those girls, so I think I am not pretty or they are more beautiful than me.
Even though I do so well in certain things and work hard on being successful, I fell like I wont be the FULL PACKAGE.
Will someone ever be attracted to me? I want my husband to see me as the most beautiful woman inside and on the outside. People have a type, and I am not most peoples type.
Being a perfecionist is hard.”