I Think About Fruit All The Time

“I feel pretty crap about this, but since trying to get over my eating disorder, I’ve swapped one obsession for another. I’ve given up my addiction to crisps, and thought that I would eat fruit instead, as it was better for me.

I’m beginning to think it’s got out of hand. I just had my first baby, and I find myself trying to distract myself from eating more by doing stuff with him, even if it means going on the internet looking for new clothes for him, which I can’t really afford.

I can’t work out if it’s ok to eat and think about fruit so much or if it’s still part of my eating disorder? I know I don’t feel very good about it all.

Kim Cowley, Location unknown