“I feel pretty crap about this, but since trying to get over my eating disorder, I’ve swapped one obsession for another. I’ve given up my addiction to crisps, and thought that I would eat fruit instead, as it was better for me.
I’m beginning to think it’s got out of hand. I just had my first baby, and I find myself trying to distract myself from eating more by doing stuff with him, even if it means going on the internet looking for new clothes for him, which I can’t really afford.
I can’t work out if it’s ok to eat and think about fruit so much or if it’s still part of my eating disorder? I know I don’t feel very good about it all.
Kim Cowley, Location unknown