I Want To Scream

“I’m so sick of being sick. I’m so tired of being tired. I’m so bored of being boring. My life has become one big hole full of nothing.
Yesterday I had a session with my therapist and I told him I was done with therapy. I walked out (it’s not the first time). I walked home and sat on the sofa and watched the usual afternoon rubbish on TV.
Mom came in and asked how my session went and I told her to f*** off. I hate myself for becoming such an angry, hateful person. I don’t like being angsty with my mom, she only tries to help me, but I’m done. I just can’t find a way out of this.”

Anonymous, Philadelphia, United States