I’m Not Sure How To Be Enough

“I planned to be positive and think of how I will get to where I want to be in life, that I will definitely get there, but as usual my positive thoughts turned into negative ones.
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I feel like I have to look good to feel good. That my self-worth is measured by the praise I get for my appearance, both from myself and from others.
But people will always judge you, no matter what.
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Somehow looking good can sometimes be viewed as a bad thing. I will never get ‘it’ right.
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I am not sure how to be good enough, but with me it starts with my looks, and being as successful as those around me.
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It’s a sad life, but I know one day I’ll find happiness…true happiness that are fuelled by things that really matter.”

Anonymous, Kennington, London